To explain why i write is that Didion can not think of ideas on her own. If she is given an idea, she will put the idea as an image inside of her head and write from there. Also, Didion's ideas about why she writes is that as she said in the reading, "I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear." Continuing into this and to learn more about how and why Didion writes here is a link to her article: http://www.montgomeryschoolsmd.org/uploadedFiles/schools/whitmanhs/academics/english/Why%20I%20Write%20Didion.pdf
The reasons why I write really is, I only write for school assignments and texting. There is nothing really behind my writing. One thing I like about writing is research and life situations. Also, I love texting hahah. I txt a lot throughout the day and night. I use my texting for doctors, friends, loved ones, and also, teachers. I do not write to anyone over seas. My social media and texting have a lot more words and meanings than school papers, essays. I get more serious for some social media post, application letters, and emails because I can need to serious and be professional.
How can you create fiction when reality comes to call, shows a woman struggles throughout her life which is her own reality, trying to write her fictional writing. More of her struggles come from this link: http://partners.nytimes.com/library/books/092799chute-writing.html
Hemingway use six ways to be just like him because suckers for the study of the habits of creativity, Fast Company has long been smitten with Hemingway's hustle: Here are a few of the ways ol' Ernie got it done. To know all six ways to become at Hemingway's Level here is the link: https://www.fastcompany.com/3017315/leadership-now/6-ways-to-be-a-hemingway-level-productive-badass
The major distractions I face as a college student when attempting to write a paper is I have problems starting and ending paragraphs. Also, summating parts of a text to put in my paper. I overthink too much and I really get upset and started to hate it. I believe I can become a better writer but i do not know if I push myself to become a better because I get very frastured and start to give up really fast awhile writing. The six steps you can use to avoid distractions and become a better writer are : Being in comfy clothes and on a comfy bed or sofa, Turning off tv and not being on my phone, I defiantly need to have snacks and a drink near me, have sources out for me to help me out, love being warm so having a hoodie on or blanket or heated pad, and finally take breaks awhile writing so I do not start to overthink as much as I do and make myself mad.
My initial understanding of the term hiareth is yourself telling an audience about life experience or about anything. The true definition of the term hiareth is: it as homesickness tinged with grief or sadness over the lost or departed. What we are doing for our hiareth assignment is telling the audience about a secret. The possible topics that I will focus for my hiraeth assignment are, domestic violence, lost of a loved one, pain and sadness, returning back to myself. The reason I will focus on these topics is because all of those topics were a huge part of my life and a lot of life experiences. This will be my first time talking and writing about this part of my life and having others finally listen to me and not judge as much as most people have been. Becoming pregnant and my miscarriage, had a huge impact on me. When I found I was pregnant I honestly cried my eyes out. I was so scared to tell my mother and my family members because I was the good good child in my family. Once my family found out I was pregnant it was like hell had been frozen over. I lost a lot of respect with my friends and family. All the people I thought who were my friends were not my friends because once it got out I was pregnant, I had group chats made about me and I made everyone look me up and down. People coming up to me and asking questions. It was so hard to be in school I would cry in the bathroom but then once I found out I had a miscarrige at my eight week appointment that my baby's heart beat had stopped at six weeks. It was the most heart breaking thing I ever had happen to me. I lost my life that day because of losing my own child and the surgery of the removal was very volating and hurt a lot no one should ever go through that. I am still lost today because I always think about my biggest what if and i am trying to get better each day one step at a time for not only my well being but in my baby's memory.
To explain why i write is that Didion can not think of ideas on her own. If she is given an idea, she will put the idea as an image inside of her head and write from there. Also, Didion's ideas about why she writes is that as she said in the reading, "I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear." Continuing into this and to learn more about how and why Didion writes here is a link to her article: http://www.montgomeryschoolsmd.org/uploadedFiles/schools/whitmanhs/academics/english/Why%20I%20Write%20Didion.pdf
The reasons why I write really is, I only write for school assignments and texting. There is nothing really behind my writing. One thing I like about writing is research and life situations. Also, I love texting hahah. I txt a lot throughout the day and night. I use my texting for doctors, friends, loved ones, and also, teachers. I do not write to anyone over seas. My social media and texting have a lot more words and meanings than school papers, essays. I get more serious for some social media post, application letters, and emails because I can need to serious and be professional.
How can you create fiction when reality comes to call, shows a woman struggles throughout her life which is her own reality, trying to write her fictional writing. More of her struggles come from this link: http://partners.nytimes.com/library/books/092799chute-writing.html
Hemingway use six ways to be just like him because suckers for the study of the habits of creativity, Fast Company has long been smitten with Hemingway's hustle: Here are a few of the ways ol' Ernie got it done. To know all six ways to become at Hemingway's Level here is the link: https://www.fastcompany.com/3017315/leadership-now/6-ways-to-be-a-hemingway-level-productive-badass
The major distractions I face as a college student when attempting to write a paper is I have problems starting and ending paragraphs. Also, summating parts of a text to put in my paper. I overthink too much and I really get upset and started to hate it. I believe I can become a better writer but i do not know if I push myself to become a better because I get very frastured and start to give up really fast awhile writing. The six steps you can use to avoid distractions and become a better writer are : Being in comfy clothes and on a comfy bed or sofa, Turning off tv and not being on my phone, I defiantly need to have snacks and a drink near me, have sources out for me to help me out, love being warm so having a hoodie on or blanket or heated pad, and finally take breaks awhile writing so I do not start to overthink as much as I do and make myself mad.
My initial understanding of the term hiareth is yourself telling an audience about life experience or about anything. The true definition of the term hiareth is: it as homesickness tinged with grief or sadness over the lost or departed. What we are doing for our hiareth assignment is telling the audience about a secret. The possible topics that I will focus for my hiraeth assignment are, domestic violence, lost of a loved one, pain and sadness, returning back to myself. The reason I will focus on these topics is because all of those topics were a huge part of my life and a lot of life experiences. This will be my first time talking and writing about this part of my life and having others finally listen to me and not judge as much as most people have been. Becoming pregnant and my miscarriage, had a huge impact on me. When I found I was pregnant I honestly cried my eyes out. I was so scared to tell my mother and my family members because I was the good good child in my family. Once my family found out I was pregnant it was like hell had been frozen over. I lost a lot of respect with my friends and family. All the people I thought who were my friends were not my friends because once it got out I was pregnant, I had group chats made about me and I made everyone look me up and down. People coming up to me and asking questions. It was so hard to be in school I would cry in the bathroom but then once I found out I had a miscarrige at my eight week appointment that my baby's heart beat had stopped at six weeks. It was the most heart breaking thing I ever had happen to me. I lost my life that day because of losing my own child and the surgery of the removal was very volating and hurt a lot no one should ever go through that. I am still lost today because I always think about my biggest what if and i am trying to get better each day one step at a time for not only my well being but in my baby's memory.
Hiraeth Draft #1: Do you ever wish to return somewhere or to some part of your life? The hardest thing about when people say or you think “everything happens for a reason” is waiting for that reason to come. A mother’s grief in losing their own is the hardest heart break to not necessarily get over it but overcome and become stronger and move on with their own life. I am one of those mothers. In the hospital in late spring time, April 19th of 2016 is when I had found out I became pregnant. My emotions that day were crazy to unbelief. I had no idea I was pregnant, there was no signs that I was either. The hardest part was telling my mom, because she was pregnant at a young age and never ever want to let my mom down. Unwontedly is was a big letdown let and upsetting to my mom which I understand. After a couple of days, we became okay with one another. Also, people in school that I thought were my friends were not. They all have turned on me with talking behind my back, group chats made about me and other horrible things. I told myself, “You can do this Alison, you got this it is you and the baby against the world” As I thought more and more about the baby, I became proud of my decision to keep the baby and work as hard as I could make this baby have the best life I could give him or her. No matter how much people talked and said I should have an abortion I did not listen to anyone but to myself. My pregnancy was called “high risk” due to having low immune system, having a liver disease “alagille syndrome”, and a liver transplant. A “high risk” pregnancy means occurring to Eunice Kennedy Shriver National Institute of Child Health and Human Development: “A high-risk pregnancy is one that threatens the health or life of the mother or her fetus. For most women, early and regular prenatal care promotes a healthy pregnancy and delivery without complications. But some women are at an increased risk for complications even before they get pregnant for a variety of reasons.” Being a high risk did not stop me for keeping and having my baby. I was so very in love with my baby at the moment I found out. The love of expecting a child is so giant and unexplainable it is very unbelievable feeling. I still to this day do not how describe the feeling. That feeling of love was about to be going to get broken apart. I followed all of the doctors’ orders to be safe and keep the baby safe. My eight-week appointment was approaching. I was a nervous rack; all I wanted was to see my little peanut and hear his or her heartbeat. Going up to this appointment, I was nervous hut yet so excited. No one came to my appointments with me. Once I became pregnant, my mom said you think you are an adult start doing all your medical responsibly yourself. All at once thinking about my appointment and then making my own appointments became a little stressful. It did take me some time to get through it but I did it. May twenty fourth is the day god decided to take my baby with him to heaven. My heart broke into a million pieces that day at my appointment I did not know how to handle it. At my appointment, the doctor used an old not updated ultrasound machine to check the baby out and to find a heartbeat. For a couple of minutes, she searched, she finally sent me upstairs to get another ultrasound using an updated machine. Another doctor came into the room went looking for the baby and after another couple of minutes of searching. The doctor looked at me with the most upsetting facial expression. She goes on and says I am deeply sorry to say this there is no heartbeat. Immediately, started crying so hard and asking “what” “are you sure”. The doctors came and hug me so tight and said I am truly sorry. I lost a part of myself that day and it will never return. I wish I could go back to this day. I want to hear and see my baby so badly. It is not fair one bit. Still to this very day and so on I always think about my baby and think what if. My miscarriage is a home that I would like to return to and fix the outcome saying the baby is healthy and that I’m doing a great job keeping this baby health. I put myself down all the time about the miscarriage I miss my baby so very much.